skip school

listening to nan quan ma ma - xiao shi hou

im at home now.. which means im not in school.. which means i skipped school.. =)

dont get me wrong.. i didnt intend to skip school on purpose.. went to sleep last night with a giddy head without setting the alarm.. so i overslept this morning.. so i decided to heck school (hosp).. too tired anyway..

i get really tired easily these days.. mentally and physically.. dont ask me why.. i want to know why too.. maybe its the after effect of being dumped.. hAhA *fake laughter*

im really into shopping nowadays.. which prolly explains why i blew about 80 dollars yesterday while shopping with gwen at orchard.. gwen spent over a hundred..

seems like everyone i know is in the shopping mood nowadays.. was talking with ada and yy on msn these days and i found out that they each spent hundreds of dollars on shopping too.. *eyes widen in shock*

i bought 4 tops yesterday.. one pig shirt from lost and found.. one dcp shirt (aka slurping ape tee).. one sleeveless shirt from topshop.. and one spag top from espirit.. im still shocked over my decision to buy a spag top.. but nevermind.. people change..

was talking to ada yesterday and she told me that she bought makeup.. and she bought a spag top too.. *shock*.. i still remember the time in year one where the both of us used to condemn ourselves for lacking the courage to wear a spag top.. that further proves my point that people do change..

anyway.. i think gwen's gonna kill me for instigating her into buying the spag top with me.. mine is white.. hers pink.. but cant blame me =).. shes the one who influenced me into those more feminine clothes.. right girl? =)

i think ive changed quite a fair bit after the breakup.. he always said that i look better with black hair (aka mushroom head).. so i dyed my hair red and kept it real long now.. im no longer his mushroom head.. and i certainly dont look like a mushroom now..

i used my old handphone because in the first place, i bought it for the sake of having the same phone as him.. so i changed my phone altogether.. no nokia phone for me now.. samsung rules..

ive been using his bag for as long as i can remember.. but when i last saw him hes no longer using the bag that i gave him.. so i saved up some money and bought a new bag.. its not even a sling bag anymore.. i like my bag now =)

i didnt dare to wear sleeveless tops because i felt that i look ugly in it.. and he would make fun of me to no end if he ever see me in a spag top.. i wear whatever i want to now.. i know im still ugly.. but i dont care.. no one will give me a second look regardless of what i wear anyway (advantage of being ugly)..

there are lots of things i would like to change now but i cant.. because my wallet is burning with a sizzling hole right now.. the only thing i cant change even with a million dollars is my feelings for him i guess..

going to clean up my room (pig sty) now..

one last note : i love shopping.