early morning entry

listening to eminem - mockingbird

im sitting here blogging at 830 in the morning..

i couldnt sleep well last night.. had a series of nightmares.. it freaked me out so much that i woke up with tears in my eyes..

i guess its my constant paranoia about getting this particular classmate as my FYP partner.. its driving me nuts.. i cant believe the scenario actually happened in my dreams..

man.. this is getting ridiculous..

as for the nightmare that woke me up.. i dreamt that something happened to cs.. i dont know what happened but i dreamt of him lying in hospital.. with many people standing by his bedside crying..

but i guess i know why i had this nightmare..

i was reading one of the medical thrillers by robin cook before i went to bed last night.. and cs is usually the only thing that i have in my mind before i sleep everynight..

combine both together.. and i got the stupid nightmare..

cant stand the idiocy of it all.. *screams*

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i deleted the entry that i wrote a few days ago.. because there are too many vulgarities in the entry.. i shall just summarise what was in that entry..

the chalet was boring. the sentosa trip was fun. i hate my current poly class.

thats the gist of it all..

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went to orchard with gwen yesterday.. i finally bought my first pair of havaianas =)

im now absolutely mad over birkies!!! went to wheelock to take a look at the collection yesterday and i almost went nuts for the rest of the day..

ITS SO NICE!!!

omg omg omg.. *pulls hair*

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two of the things at the top of my wishlist now is the deuter transalpine and the birkie..

the birkie actually costs more than the transalpine.. -_-

i dont know why im always falling in love with the expensive stuff..

argh.

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ps: thanks to gwen for the cakes.. its yummy =P