ming grading

listening to guang liang - tong hua

its coming to the end of the week again.. its been a busy week..

i fainted on thursday training.. i dont know why i cant explain why too.. everything just went black and i could hear nothing except for a loud buzz in my ears..

ive been feeling weak nowadays.. my frequency of getting stomachache as increased two fold.. i get hit by sudden stomachache at least once a day now..

its usually a very sharp pain that can make me turn pale and weak.. the pain disappears as fast as it attacks.. and i cant do anything about it..

i really hate my state of health.. im starting to improve in my stamina,kicking speed and power.. i dont want my weak health to be in the way of my trainings..

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we went to support ming for his grading today.. hope he can make it this time.. *crosses fingers*

i went as a helper to spar with the black tips (aka those taking the grading).. i was trying to keep my shouting and aggressiveness to a minimum when this girl kicked me in the face..

i was like.. hello?? im here to help you pass and u kick me in the face?!

that was how i feel like inside of me..

i just smiled at her and said never mind its ok..

lan lan lor.. what to do.. i cant possibly turn mad and go all out to kick her.. too evil..

my face felt hot from the kick but it felt better after complaining to other black belts after the match..

made a few new friends with the other black belt helpers.. its not a bad experience to help out.. well.. itll definitely be better minus the crazy black tips..

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going to help out again at grading tml.. this time itll be the colour belt grading.. got to reach CC at 8.. yawn.. got to wake up at 6 plus again..

stomachache here again.. gtg toilet..