stomachache

not listening to any music

i wish someone could tell me wads happening to me....

my intestines are in great pain..

i know it sounds stupid.. thought it was my stomach.. but the doctor says its not the stomach..

intestinal spasm..

means my intestines are contracting involuntarily..

its so ironic since im constantly suffering from constipation..

its like my intestines are swinging from one extreme (refusing to contract) to another extreme (contracting involuntarily)...

i dont exactly know what the hell is happening inside me..

all i know is..

im dying of pain soon..

the medicine given was supposed to relax my intestinal muscles..

it did help a lil.. but i still cant straighten my spine because of the pain..

and because of this.. my spine is starting to give me hell again (ive got chronic back pain)..

i wonder whats next..

will someone just kill me?