in ttsh lab

listening to humming of machines, medical technologies gossiping in the next cubicle

im in ttsh lab right now typing this entry.. asked for permission to use the computer for report writeup this morning and i actually got to sit in a private cubicle and type this now..

dont get me wrong.. ive already finished typing and printing my report before i blog..

just took a 1 and a half long lunchbreak this afternoon.. decided to kill the ultimate boredom of lunching alone by heading down to orchard ( its just two stops away from ttsh ).. managed to polish my yellowish puzzle pendant and buy 2 new donut scrunchies from heeren before heading back to the lab.. (new scrunchies!!! *high*)

im so glad that its finally friday.. im really sick of being ignored in the lab all day long.. im think im getting piles soon from sitting all day long.. my butt is feeling so sore.. ouch..

im feeling slightly better than the past few days because i finally managed to finish my write up on the evaluation project.. im so so grateful to andrew (med tech at ttsh) for helping me out.. i would be dead without him..

first day of project attachment was horrible.. i had to wait 7 and a half hours for my supervisor to arrive.. and when he finally did.. he just talked for less than 5 minutes and left just like that..

told me to decide by myself the method that im going to use.. in short.. everything DIY..

then.. my supervisor MIA until now and left me worried and panicky.. i almost cried in the lab a couple of days ago because i was feeling so stupid and helpless about the project..

luckily andrew came back from his leave on the second day of my project.. have been bugging him constantly since then..

being alone and ignored in the lab makes me miss my group of friends in class.. particularly chiu yen.. because we seldom contact when we dont see each other.. at least cui wen and i msg each other daily with updates on our horrible lives..

miss those two weeks in phlebotomy (no. not the phlebotomy.. its the time).. no worries about anything except causing trauma for the patients.. had so much fun then looking at handsome doctors and male nurses.. not to mention joking around with chiu yen everyday after lunch..

im going to treasure lunchtime on mondays and thursdays from now on.. cause its the only time i get to sit down and eat with the group.......

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saw him at the bus stop outside SIM yesterday with his friends.. must have been fate that i saw him because thursday is the only day that i get to go back to ngee ann.. and i seldom (if not, never) take the bus at the SIM bus stop..

he didnt see me.. didnt know if its really that case or he pretended not to see me.. anyway, was very glad that chiu yen was joking with me at that time when i saw him.. helped to take my mind off things.. guess i would have become very depressed if i saw him when i am alone..

i really still miss him a lot even though we've broken up for quite some time already.. i would bring the ring to lab with me everyday because it never fails to give me the feeling that im not alone..

i dont know how to explain the weird feeling.. bust i just feel so much better when i have the ring with me..

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all righty.. long entry.. got to go before the people at the next cubicle wonder who is doing so much typing ( the keyboard im using is really really noisy when i type )..

*yawns*