happy?

listening to jay - yi lu xiang bei

went for the so called 5km run with the tkd gang just now.. sweated it all out.. farn~ =)

but i had a bout of intestinal spasm after the run.. i dont know why its coming back again.. it started when i was in sec sch.. it was so bad that i had to rest in the sickbay for mother tongue periods after 2.4km run during PE..

well.. i didnt know it was a case of intestinal spasm at that time.. only knew that the pain was really intense and it comes and goes.. can feel that something is contracting really hard in my lower abdomen but i dont feel like going to the toilet..

so the pain is like.. just.. well.. hanging there..

so fast forward to a few months ago when the pain came back to hit me.. when im not even exercising.. but its the awfully familiar feeling i got after PE lessons during sec sch life..

so i went to see a doctor.. thats how i found out about "intestinal spasm"..

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i hate my health man.. it sucks to no end.. heres a list of it all..

(1) low blood pressure / anaemia

(2) crooked spine / muscle sitting on my nerves, blah blah.. whatever the dr says..

(3) bad circulation of blood ( results in ice cold palms and feet 99% of the time )

(4) constantly feeling giddy

(5) constantly suffering from constipation (if im lucky i get to shit twice a week. if not.. once in 2 weeks)

(6) irregular ehem ehem ( highest record.. 7 months.. )

(7) constant back pain ( stupid spine )

(8) constant knee pain

(9) bad case of skin allergy ( for the record.. i dont know what the hell im allergic to.. polyclinic doctor sucks)

if that doesnt sound bad enough..

40 degrees fever.... check.

food poisoning.... check.

shingles... check.

blacked out.... check.

blah blah.. etc etc.. yada yada.. the list goes on..

i dont know why im so suay to be stuck with all these health problems.. i really dont know.. but one thing i know is.. im sick of all this..

ive had enough of my sucky health.. urgh..

im weak..

what the fuck i dont want to be weak when everyone is training happily..

shucks.