feeling better

listening to jay - yi lu xiang bei

started feeling better these few days cause ive got dear friends to keep me sane..

ky lent me his "ears" for a couple of hours on saturday after i reached home.. i feel so relieved after puking out so much things that ive bottled up in recent months.. but cant tell him anything regarding cs.. feels weird..

but nvm..

i have my dear best pal gwen to take over for that shit job.. so glad to have her around to talk to whenever i feel miserable thinking abt cs..

and life with my family has been great these days.. mum was away to malaysia last friday and she just came back yesterday.. mum's not at home means that grandpa didnt dare to throw any temper.. he only bullies my mum lah.. he dotes on me too much so he wouldnt bear to bully me..
hiak hiak.. im the little king of the house..

grandpa without his temper is cool.. had so much fun buying stuff for each other to try for the meals.. although ive prolly gained a fair bit of weight cos he always pushes everything to me..

mum was back yesterday.. definitely good to have her back cos things are just incomplete without her.. although part of the reason was that im breaking my back soon from all the laundry..

i wonder how she does it everyday without complaining about backaches.. our washing machine really has an easy job man.. all it does is spin clothes dry.. all the washing is done manually by my mum..

as for me.. i only do some washing for my own black gi every saturday.. cos its the adidas one.. dont want to blame anyone else if the washing goes wrong so i chose to do it myself.. if things go wrong at least i know i wont go screaming my head off at others..

back pain is solved too cos grandpa helped me rub it the other day.. hes really ultra super.. him rubbing it once beats me going to the many many doctors that ive seen so far..

running 5km yesterday without the thumping effect on my back is so farn.. super happy..

i dont know how long this "happy season" will last but i guess it wont be long.. cos of the genomics test this coming thursday.. was mugging my ass off yesterday with little accomplishment.. cos i was spending most of the time trying to decipher what that fucker is trying to say in her notes..

but i shall try my best.. if that doesnt do it then i cant do anything else abt it too..

so excuse me while i go mug my ass off again..