listening to darius - live twice

heard this over the radio while i was in the lab today.. and i really love the sarcasm in it..

*divorce is the future tense of marriage*

how true.. think about it..

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spent almost the entire training training myself.. didnt join in the mass training.. he gave me comments on my kicks as he helped me train.. and i realised that.. i still got lots to improve on..

but... theres no time left.. how frustrating..

just like the fact that ive got to lose weight and drop to below 46 to play safe.. but theres no time left.. ive been surviving on a crash diet for the past week and all i lost was 500 grams..

this is just so frustrating.. im only eating one and a half meal per day now.. but im still so heavy..

like fuck.. i really dont wanna get DQed in the nationals..

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just took a bus home from henderson and the air con was damn cold.. my hair is still standing on ends now.. brrr..

got to go sleep before i fall flat in the lab tml.. floater was more of a hindrance than help today.. its gonna be her again tml.. sucks.. im gonna work extra hard to cover up her shit..

i miss zhixiu and auntie (not sure how to spell her name)..

meeting ada for dinner tml! sooooo happy.. at least i got smth to look forward to.. =)