listening to daniel chan - gu dan de ye li wo bu gu dan

finally found the song im listening to.. courtesy of wp.. its rare to find people whos into old chinese songs nowadays.. most people give me the -_- face when i tell them i listen to andy lau, daniel chan and xiao hu dui.. *shrugs*

weekend plans to spend some time on school work didnt work out as usual.. went to lin's hse on sat.. the FOOD was sooooo delicious! lin's mum is a great cook.. the cookies lin made were nice too.. her bf and her look like they are a happily married couple.. how sweet..

ada and my plans to cut fat (literal translation) flopped too.. who can resist those cookies and tarts man..

but anyway.. took photos before ada and i went off early (her meeting friends and me to training)..


i still think first year classmates are the best..

anyway.. py's the one in purple and ada is the one beside me wearing black.. and..

we went gymming together today!

needless to say.. i pushed my legs to the limit and im suffering from jelly legs syndrome again.. but im happy cos over 700 calories were burnt! after convincing (lying to) myself that the crunches, arm exercise and journey to and from the gym burnt 50 calories.. i conclude shamelessely that i burnt 800 calories..

dinner was especially nice because i ate it guilt-free.. *grins*

we made plans to hit the gym again next week.. =)

i officially announce that i am going to cut fat. ive been harping on it for ages so i guess its time to put it in action.. there are reasons why i want to cut the fats lah..

(1) im sick of my flabby arms, thighs, TUMMY and hips.

(2) im simply disgusted with my disgustingly round face.

(3) i want to wear one of my jeans once again. its gotten so tight that wearing it just seem impossible at the moment.

(4) i dont want to feel guilty if i am needed to sit/stand on top of my poor, injury plagued team mates IF it is required in any case.

(5) i dont want to cry again over being overweight for any kind of tournament they may pop up.

(6) i just want to go back to my original weight (yes ive gained weight).

talking about this just makes me feel so fucked up..

I WANT TO JIAN FEI.

im going off to type answers for the ma fan chem tutorial.. been procrastinating for 2 days.. cant go on like this..