listening to jay - si mian chu ge

didnt want to blog today.. but frustrations and all are filled up to the brim now..

entire class on my block list now.. dont mind saying it here cos ill be mad if i dont let it out anyway.. but of cos.. didnt have to block some but i did it to cut out the ''eh shes online wad" and "got meh" crap..

some people really frighten me.. and when i say im frightened it means im peeing in my pants already.. its freaking how scary people like that are exist..

enough of this..

of course the reason im here blogging cant be due solely to the frigging scary person..

its survivor of course..

im feeling disappointed. disgusted. frustrated. happy. hyped ....

all at the same time..

disappointed because cindy and rafe stuck to their alliance and voted for brandon instead of that bastard of a jamie.. i really thought brandon had a chance after all the righteous talks going around camp by the former nakum members..

can only think of something ian said sometime ago.. ''integrity sure as hell isnt paying the bills".

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disgusted because bastard jamie sucked. hes so goddamn arrogant i hope he falls into the grave hes digging for himself someday.. hes soooo mean to the previous yaxha members! its unbelievable someone can behave the way he did and still stay in the game!

even jeff couldnt take his shit.. hes acting like an idiot and i dont understand why hes always trying to provoke bobby jon.. hasnt he realised by now that bobby jon be really scary when hes provoked? mental.. this is getting mental..

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frustrated because.. survivor IS a game about numbers afterall.. 4 former yaxha.. 6 former nakum.. someone from yaxha has to go just because they are outnumbered by the 6-strong alliance..

c'mon man.. the 4 of them were working like slaves but no one gave a damn to their efforts.. and did i mention that i feel so disappointed with rafe and cindy? argh.

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happy because brandon played the game really well.. didnt really like him at the start of guatemala but its a different thing now.. i think hes cool.. thumbs up for the integrity. although it cant pay the bills.

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hyped up because survivor next week is gonna be so cool! cant wait to find out if anyone found the miniature immunity idol.. and the preview just makes me feel giddy with excitement..

yes..

survivor has that impact on me..