listening to jay - shan hu hai

haem pract exam is finally over.. didnt study much yesterday.. spent all the time on msn..

looking at the paper today.. was actually glad that i didnt spend too much time studying.. would be a waste of time.. paper wasnt that easy.. but neither was it hard..

conclusion after haem.. i still think pearly and mary are nice people.. i still think studying of the coagulation cascade is redundant.. i still hate the microscope.. the 0.05% parasite load slide almost killed whatever is left of my eyesight today..

but after thinking it through.. ive decided to heck it.. cos having more parasites is bad for the patient.. exam result is nuts compared to patient's health.. thats what i think though i dont think everyone will share my sentiments..

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just reached home from hong's house.. first time i tried to organise something and it worked.. haha.. the whole team (past and present) were there except hui, han and jy..

11 out of 14 is an accomplishment i think.. and i stubbornly refuse to acknowledge the fact that they prolly attended because it was sandy's birthday and her mian zi is big enough..

muaha.

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feeling super duper stressed over tkd stuff these days..

lots of things are happening.. lets just say problems are popping like popcorns.. and these problems are not exactly minor..

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i just hope this week ends soon.. then ill have to start doing some studying.. i think ive developed antibodies to the info in the notes..

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life is just so sad sometimes.. i dont know when i can finally get comfortable with the "people come and go" or "tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi" theory.. it hurts me to see someone go everytime..

i guess im still naive at stuff like this.. despite the fact that friends and people close to me have left over the years.. i still refuse to see the truth that nothing lasts forever..

sigh.