1 more day

listening to x japan - forever love

went nutty yesterday and i hid in my room and cried for like a whole hour..

over nothing in particular.. -_-

took a shower and on-ed the air con at 17 degrees after the crying session.. went to sleep buried under 3 layers of blanket and i felt much better when i woke up..

i haven left my room since i on-ed the air con.. and the air con is still at 17 degrees now.. i think my mailbox is going to be bombed by the arrival of the next utility bill..

i feel almost happy now.. i just started studying (looks at the time) but i cant be bothered anymore..

so be it if i die miserably on the battle ground tml.. the paper last wednesday and yesterday taught me that studying is useless if the person who set the paper is ________ (insert whatever nasty word you want here. i never said anything. *feigns innocent*)..

so i dont care anymore!

and it makes me feel so much better!

cant wait for tml to come..

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updated an hour later..

just when i thought i was happier..

i am being brought down again..

was just talking to sandy about the state of the team (past tense?)..

and it made me sad again..

why am i always so emotional?