Im back

its been pretty long since i last blogged.. and since i havent been chatting much on msn too except with him, my typing has become awfully slow..

this entry is going to be super incomprehensible because its going to be a rojak entry of the things that i want to get off my chest.. which is quite a full load of shit since i havent been blogging for more than a week..

work has been fine as long as im in special chem.. cecilia said she wished i were in there everyday.. thats something on the top of my wishlist too.. but there are downtimes in special chem too.. shutting up and staying out of the warzone is the best thing to do when shit happens..
results were out but my results were lousy.. was depressed for half of the morning because of that.. luckily it was my day in special chem.. i think i would have bitten my own tongue and died if i were in routine chem that day..

the demo didnt went well.. two words to summarise: shit happens.

started giving tuition to a friend's sister.. trying to look for more tutees to earn more money.. anyone with lobangs please help me out..

the other day, we were chatting in the staff lounge during lunch when this conversation took place..

osk: (talking about some weekly running activities in the hospital)

me: can i go?

osk: ya you better go.. go and know some urologists..

me: (wondering why the hell would i need a urologist)

osk: they are single and earning good money you know..

me: ...

osk: most of them are about 28 years old.. and they are quite good looking

me: (gives a mortified look) so old!!!

osk: 28 years old where got old?

me: (still looking mortified) where got not old?

osk: what is your problem huh you tell me? 28 years old not very old what.. you are the one with the problem..

me: (forming mental image of me showing the finger at her) but im only 19!!!

osk: you wait until you are old and still single.. then you will take any guy that comes along..

me: ...

what

the

@#$%&!?

point #1 - i dont go for looks.

point #2 - i dont go for money.

point #3 - i dont go for uncles.

point #4 - even if im old and single i wont settle for "any guy that comes along"

i wonder why people are getting more and more materialistic nowadays.. ive got friends who are only interested in rich guys.. ive got friends who got a boyfriend who treats them like a princess but they still go 'i wish he had a car to drive me around like so and so's bf'.. ive got friends who base their selection of boyfriends based purely on looks..

what the hell is wrong with people nowadays?

i know this is an abrupt end to the entry but i am beginning to hear thunderous growl from my stomach despite having BK for lunch..

got to go for dinner..