Listening to 王力宏 - 一首简单的歌

my blog looks like shit now but im not going to bother as long as it serves the purpose of a dumping ground for my mental shit.

i guess if people are reading my blog they already know who i am so a self introduction will be redundant.

ive done away with that too.

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so yes ive got plenty of things to blog about and ive finally found some energy in me to do it.

life at work sucks big time but since i dont want to get my ass dipped in lava i shall shut up about it.

but i still want to share what ive learnt after working for two months..

(1) maturity doesnt come with age (or for that matter, seniority)

(2) politics fucks this world upside down

thats it. precious life lessons from hanging out with ______ (insert whatever word you can come up with) people.

fullstop about work.

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went for the JP Morgan 5.6km run the other day.

http://www.jpmorganchasecc.com/events.php

not a big surprise that i can run without stopping. its the timing that surprised me.

i think i run faster when im feeling fucked up.

my poor tundra trail was covered with mud and i spent like an hour squatting in the toilet armed with a pathetic toothbrush to brush off the gunk.

cost of a clean (almost) pair of shoes?

backache.

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speaking of backache, the cold room broke down the other day and i think i killed my back (again) when i helped to move the stuff into another cold room.

hurting your back at a bloody cold place is not fun. the cold doubles the pain.

sometimes i think i have the spine of an 80 year old grandmother.

and it doesnt match my IQ of a 3 year old kid.

i dont like it.

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nothing much to say about taekwondo side,

except that the kids are going to make me blow up soon if they continue to disrespect all their seniors.

lets just say that my anger is enough to frighten myself when i blow up.

frightened because i cant control the anger once it comes up. god knows what a provoked nutcase is capable of.

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the internet connection problem is solved.

im now using wired "wireless" connection.

doesnt make it any better that the wire is in a disgustingly cheerful shade of yellow.

screw ______ (insert name of ISP, whichever you think it is) and their retarded operators.

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basically my life now can be summarised by lyrics taken out of a robbie william song.

that is,

i dont want to die but...

i aint keen on living either.