listening to x japan - art of life

one more molly died yesterday.. the surviving ones refused to eat the food that dr saw brought..
we conclude that they are too used to eating their own kind and their own shit that they dont know how to appreciate fish food..

i cant imagine what will happen to them when we go back on monday..

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fell asleep on the sofa yesterday night at around 9 plus..

and i woke up at 6 this morning to go to the market with my mum and grandpa.. i used to go with them weekly when i was young but sad to say, sleep has become more important than having breakfast with them in recent years..

felt super happy and super full.. and my breakfast only costs me one sixty.

nostalgia.

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mum will be working tml.. *cries/wails/howls*

no one to have brunch and hang out with =(

but im looking forward to training tml.. i hope my overstretched muscles can cooperate with me tml.. ive already given them two weeks break.. if they still hurt i think i can either go to hell or stay alive while getting FAT.

ch will be back at training tml.. oh my gawd.

the whole team is FINALLY back.. feeling high just thinking about it..

*prays damn damn hard for the recovery of my legs*

oh ya.

i hope my back will be alright too.