Listening to Rob Thomas - Ever the same

im at home on mc now.

again.

it feels so sian when u got to take mc from work. and even more sian when the doctor always seem to doubt if you are really sick.

taking mc means minus points away from my appraisal. lousy appraisal means lousy pay rise.

its no secret how much money means to me.

why the hell would i want to fake an mc when it will cost me dearly eventually?

brainless doctor.

i wonder if he doubted the woman who can read magazine while laughing like a banshee on the phone while waiting for her turn.

or the woman who dressed like she is going for high tea and grinned like an idiot when the nurse gave her the mc.

its scums like this who spoil the government (in hokkein. doesnt really mean the government. oh well. if you get me you will know what i mean.)

i feel uber sian everytime i got to go to that clinic.

i think the criteria for the their employment of staff must be something like that.

1. ability to eat up numbers when transcribing patient's IC so that the lab can have a headache ordering samples.

2. cannot smile. must look at patients like they owe them millions.

3. refuse to give an mc unless the patient flips over and convulse in front of them.

4. persistance in using tubes that cannot be loaded into the lab's analyser so that the automated lab can have a field day processing the samples manually.

that sounds like it.

the next time im sick im determined to work my ass off even when im sick. not going to fight for my mc anymore.

and i will pray hard that something happens to me at work. so that the doctor's ass will get fried for not giving me an mc.

and if ure going "oh she can still blog she must be fine", its my stomach thats not ok. my brain is functioning well enough to complain about retarded people and oscar worthy actresses.

*screams*

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been exercising super vigourously these few days. i feel like my joints are detached from me already.

if ure going "oh she deserves it for exercising so much", only the running is something out of my own will.

not that i buay gam wan about the demo trainings. its just..

not healthy for my back.

i still feel happy training with the team.

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im beginning to enjoy working.

some people make life bad for people but ive already found the ones that i can talk to comfortably.

fork care the evil people.

haha.

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a lot happened in my life these days and im very contented with my life now. im even starting to feel happy. something that hasnt happened since i cant even remember when.

contented. happy.

thats how i feel now.

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for now, i just..

* hope for a friend to be strong and recover soon.

* hope for coming demo to be a success.

thats all!

no more complains about my life at the moment. i think my anger for the retards will subside soon.