Listening to 阿桑 - 开车

the uber stressful demo is finally over. judging from comparisons with our other demos, yesterday's was a pretty successful one.

MM lee left before our performance so it kind of took a huge load of stress off our shoulders. at least i felt so. the presence of the other MPs somehow didnt matter anymore.

havent seen sir smiling and talking to us ever since all the unhappy things happened. eons ago.

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the kids were all super high and we sat outside the cc for like an hour, watching them take photos in whatever weird poses u can imagine. they made so much noise late into the night despite the fact that the police station is just steps away (literally) next door.

the older ones like me just wanted to get our ass off to the market because we were all starving and all prepared to eat a cow each.

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stayed over at hong's house after that. they had a 'ladies night' over at fran's place but i cant possibly go there cos of the generation gap. i ended up as the only girl over at hong's place.

the usual thing happened. ky, han and i chopped our usual places on the bed. ch slept beside the door. duncan played games. ky snored. ch snored. hong snored. han and i listened to the snoring.
forever the same. heart warming nostalgia.

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i realised that my life is so damn perfect without my job.

i really enjoyed myself so so much during these 2 weeks of annual leave. it sucks having to go back to all this shit again next tuesday.

i almost forgot that i had a job (ugly things are convenient to forget) until someone at work msged me yesterday to warn me that people have been talking a lot about me behind my back these days.

about me requesting to be dropped of key op duties. about my resignation (damn i seriously regret taking back the letter). about my feud with the-entire-world-knows-who.

im thankful to my colleague for warning me first so that i can prepare a thicker dartboard to hang behind my back when i go back to work but the message kind of reminded me of that fact that i have to go back to that shit place soon.

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damn. i really like my life as it is now without the damn job.

i wish it would stay like this forever. coupled with a few thousand dollar notes dropping from the sky randomly once in a while.