周杰伦 - 千里之外

didnt sleep at all on saturday night and i went on to work GB7 (7am shift) on sunday morning.

i survived, but barely. was like a dead phone that could not be switched on at the end of the day.

managed to clock in 12 hours of sleep yesterday night.

12 is like the minimum for me these days. anything less than 12 feels like a nap.

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work was horrible today with samples pouring in like free beer.

i went home way later than was supposed to.

was trying to help out my colleague by calling one last panic value before i go off.

the doctor picked up the call, told me that its ok because the patient has already passed away, and hung up the phone on me.

more than one year of work but i still get really bummed when these things happen.

my colleague says i should become stronger but i feel that this (feeling upset) has got nothing to do with being strong/weak.