虽然很多朋友不喜欢我用华语来写日记，但这是我最擅长用来表达自己的语言。
此时此刻，我只想把心里话都写出来。用华语来写日记还有另一个目的，那就是，妈妈能阅读我的心里话。
妈眯！你的女儿没事了。别担心我。
从小，我的朋友就不多。也许因为如此，我从来不是很重视友情。因为，我觉得亲情最珍贵。
近几个星期，在人生栽了几个大跟头后，才发现身边有一群不离不弃的好朋友。
我很感激大家拉了我一把。把我拉回现实世界。
每个人在生活里都有很多自己定下的所谓 ＇排行榜＇。让我惭愧的是，这些最近陪伴着我的人，多半都不是我一路来在排行榜认为最重要的朋友。
儀婷很惭愧，但现在我把眼睛擦亮了，也看清楚了。我会记得这群朋友的恩惠。真的。
是我的就是我的。不是我的我也不强求。别人的我也枪不走。在错的时间遇上对的人就等于不对。想太多只会让自己活受罪。
惭愧，感动，知足，幸福，领悟。。。 一切尽在不言中。
在这里有句话要说。。 我认识最久的那位。。。 虽然现在我们的友情被乌云笼罩。。。但我对我们十四年的友谊有信心。 你永远是我心中最好的姐妹。
感性的话就说到这儿。现在让我说些工作上的委屈。是时候让我超烂的英文出场了。
Yesterday, something that upset everyone was implemented. Apparently, our work performance is now determined by turnaround time.
It is probably the ironic thing I’ve ever heard of. You try to judge humans’ capability by turnaround time in a god damn fully automated lab where to put it simply, machines determine everything.
Being a medical technologist is supposedly a meaningful job filled with challenges and self satisfaction.
Yet, you try to use a measly figure to undermine the meaning of the job, create undue stress instead of challenges and totally remove the self satisfaction by making everyone feel rotten because no one is going to pass the unrealistic target turnaround time.
Yes, everyone has a job to do. Our job is to assist clinicians in treating patients. You have a job in making our appraisal grades look justifiable. It could have been done in 101 other ways instead of the one that you have chosen – demoralize the team that have been slogging it out for you.
You see the numerical values reflected on our files.
Do you see us fixing your so called ‘state of the art’ crap ass system when it is down?
Do you know how helpless we are when we cannot hasten a lot of procedures because the system is slowing us down?
Do you know how downright beaten we feel when we know eventually, you are going to judge us based on the performance of the machines, not ours?
Disappointment is definitely an understatement.
Having said that, at the end of the day, a job is just a job. Just because I'm having issues with it doesn't mean that I cannot lead an enriching and happy life outside it.=)
Thats all folks.
2 comments:
lol since chinese is the language that u can best express your feelings, then continue to use it becuase ultimately this is your blog mah:) In the meantime, I strongly believe that the friendship prob between you and your friend will clear up soon:)
oh yeah, i got my own method of reading ur chinese. I copied that entire chunk of ??? to a website that does DIRECT translation to english.
At least I can get a general idea of what you're writing even though the translation is horribly done=x
u havent been blogging, so i supposed now u're feeling VERY much better?=) cheers man!
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