The road to self-destruction.

The blow to one's self confidence as you sit completely lost in a lecture, worst, in the midst of people who think (aloud) that what is being taught is common sense.

You start to wonder if you are really retarded. Further attempts to decipher lecture notes just makes things seem a hundred and one times more complicated.

You cry, and you really just want to pull all your hair and nails out. Worst still, you confided in a person who is such a smartass, he can't comprehend your frustration.

This is when you tell yourself, that you are really just stupid, and you should just give up.

I am tired. This semester is a fucking killer.