Grown older, yet younger

In the past few months that I didn't blog at all, I hit a really rough patch in life.

When health problems kicked in and my self belief went kaput with all the negativity that I was constantly surrounded with. I felt like doing nothing but cry. I felt useless. I felt so jaded with life that I thought I was never going to get better.

I never remembered being such a weakling. A few years ago I remembered there were more stress, and I shouldered more burden. I never wanted to give up, I have never lost my self belief once.

Now I feel like I've gone back in time to become the kid that would always hole up and cry alone, instead of facing the fucking reality.