xmas

listening to jay - an hao

first of all.. a big thank you to my meilian, ada and yan for the xmas cards.. really warms my heart cause i know im not forgotten by u guys even though we seldom get to meet up now..

today is my last day at haematology in ttsh.. realised that the staff there are actually a friendly bunch of ppl.. perhaps they are happy that we are finally going to be rotated away from them.. mr chow (the head of dept for haemo) gave me a one on one 'tution' today to make up for those things i missed out when i was on mc.. i enjoyed the session cos for once, i was actually learning at my own tortoise slow pace..

daniel and edmund are my partners in the lab (since the NUH era).. and i have to say that the both of them are so smart that im constantly eating the dust that they've left behind (aka ive always felt stupid learning with them).. i may have been keeping quiet but the feeling is really not nice.. this is usually what happens..

med tech is giving us a mini lesson on some lab stuff.. next, he/she asks a question pertaining to the topic.. im thinking of an answer.. daniel or edmund answers the question perfectly.. im still thinking of answer.. med tech assumes all 3 of us are experts and skip to the next topic.. im still pondering over the answer.. in the end.. i realised that i learnt nothing..

why is my brain so slow???

since young.. im the kind of kid that will never raise up his/her hand in class.. even if he/she doesnt understand what the teacher is crapping about.. dont ask me why im like that.. im just like that.. i dont know why either..

this is why im really grateful to mr chow for the mini lesson today.. although ive only gained a teeny weeny bit of enlightenment.. its better than walking around with an empty brain..

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i would like to complain about this horrible teacher that ive got for pqs.. @#!%*#@!#!

he really is crap.. first of all.. the peeps in my class have a timetable of 9am to 5pm EVERYDAY but he doesnt seem to understand this simple piece of info.. he thinks we have loads of free time to do those stupid stuff that he sees as very important..

i shall not mention his name (because ive got no idea how to address him) but.. to my old classmates like yan and yy... hes the guy whos teaching you guys instrumentation last sem.. i can still remember the complains that u guys have for him last sem..

looks like my current class has an affinity with crappy teachers/lecturers.. looks like we must spend our next holidays praying everyday so that we will have better luck at getting a decent teacher..

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went to shop for cs's xmas present just now and i bought him something thats really very nice.. its within my budget too =).. hope he likes it..

last and not least... i wish everyone a merry xmas..