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listening to eminem - mosh

gwen said something to me yesterday night and i really liked it.. heres wad she said...

the guy that i love is gone and would always love me..
its just that hes somewhere far away, never to return..
the guy who looks like him right now is not the guy i love..
he is just a stranger..

aint it meaningful? was so inspired by wad she said that i copied it down on paper.. so those were the exact words that she said.. no rephrasing done to it..

i love wad she said because if we can really bring ourselves to think this way, the guy that hurt us deeply will always remain perfect in our world..

i was talking with cuiwen about relationships today.. and i told her that im someone who love to depend on my bf on everything..

i may appear strong and stubborn to my friends but when im in front of my boyfriend, i dont bother to act tough or anything.. im just my real self.. and i will treat my boyfriend like a big sturdy tree that i can lean on.. i will get very lazy to stand by myself when my boyfriend is around.. i just want to lean onto him for as long as i can..

i guess im not going to be a good gf.. cause i will become very dependant on my bf.. i will run to him crying whenever im feel upset or unhappy..

i pity cs actually come to think of it.. have to cope with me crying all the time ( i break down easily in front of the person i love)..

suddenly realised that im so weak.. *shakes head*

survivor is coming back on telly tml.. =) last season was a disaster.. practically a sleep-fest.. watching the same old rules and challenges for 9 seasons has kind of removed the novelty..

jeff probst has said that this season will be totally different with new rules and all.. he said the same thing at the start of last season.. hope he knows wad he is saying this time round..

survivor is my favourite show on tv since my secondary school days.. i love it to bits cause i love to see people backstab and outwit each other on reality tv.. survivor truly deserves its name as king of all reality tv..

shall look forward to the new season tml..