sian

listening to jay - ni bi cong qian kuai le

i feel like sleeping all day long because in my dreams, we will still be holding hands and walking together

i always sleep in the train on the way to school but i never fail to wake up at redhill to look at the road that leads to your old house

i still buy an apple every now and then hoping for a chance to give it to you.. but at the end of the day i always throw the rotten apple away

i still miss your shoulders to cry on whenever i meet any unhappiness in my life

i still shed tears for you sometimes.. in the silence of the night..

i never fail to look at your friendster page everyday and it hurts to see the words "status:single" staring at my face

i have no courage to talk to you whenever you are online yet when i finally have the courage to.. you never replied..

i still have a picture of you inside my wallet which i never removed

i cry when i watch naruto because after 117 episodes of watching it together, im watching it alone

i start to develop a liking for the food you used to love although i dont think it taste nice

my hair is finally long now but i cant have you tie it for me like how you promised to

theres no one there to share my ice cream with me when i cant finish it

i would gladly skip training to celebrate vday with you but theres no point skipping now

i long to take a photo of us wearing black gi together but you didnt wait for me to pass

i cry and rub my knee myself when it hurts cause you are no longer there to rub it for me

when my back hurts i think of you because you must be having it worse off than me

im always laughing but deep in my heart im crying