Initial D

listening to jay - piao yi

just watched initial D..

ITS DARN NICE..

watched it together with sop, ky, aaron, bryan and ryan.. lobang of preview tickets.. =)

the cinema is so big and the screen is super duper big also.. its my first time seeing such a large screen.. nice to see jay's face up close on the big big screen..

and.. when the credits came out, most people still remained in their seats because they played piao yi at the end.. the sound is superb.. no words to describe.. i will never get that same effect while listening to my mp3..

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went to see a chinese doc today for my back.. its my first time trying acupuncture.. it wasnt painful at all.. but the "ba guan" is painful..

( ba guan = heating glass containers and then using them to suck up your skin)

ouch man.. still got the ugly marks now on my back..

i found out more about my health today than i did in the past 18 years of my life.. my blood pressure is actually super low and i have a very weak health.. have bad circulation of qi in my body.. thats what the doc told me.. and that explains why i..

feel giddy all the time..
have cold hands and feet 24/7..

i dont know what to do to myself to reverse all these..

so i shall do nothing..

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anyway.. ive got new goals in my life now that i want to achieve..

i want to..

(1) stop acting happy when im sad
(2)shut up and stop trying to joke when im sad
(3)stop cursing (plucking stars from the sky sounds easier)
(4)shut up whenever i have an opinion on smthing
(5)ignore things that doesnt concern me
(6)ignore how other ppl think of me
(7)live for myself, not others
(8)heck care the people who dont like me
(9)stop worrying whether people are backstabbing me
(10)just shut up.

ill be happy if i can do all these.. im going to change my personality..

in short, im going to become anti-social (well.. more than what i already am).. show sad face instead of fake happy face when im down.. heck care on things and people.. and shut up when i don have to talk..

thats it..