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got an mc today for my back pain..

for friends who dont know about this.. i had a really bad fall and i landed on my back last sat during training..

the doc said a xray would do more harm than good for me cos he felt that i didnt need one.. told me not to exercise anymore.. hes the third doctor to tell me that..

guess i got to stop being stubborn and listen to the doc for once..

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i feel so tired with my life right now..

just feel like shutting myself out from everything and everyone..