feeling fat

listening to jay - yi lu xiang bei

finally finished reading harry potter last night.. the ending was.. tragic.. thats all i can say..

went for training just now but it was more of a talk cock session with the gang.. more than half the team was there.. which is rare for a thurs lesson.. enjoyed the laughter.. beats staring into empty space at home..

speaking of home.. i really dont understand why my mum is so dumb at times.. the needle hole on my grandpa's fistula was bleeding non stop after he removed the plaster just now.. usually.. when im at home.. i will just grab a thick wad of tissue and press hard at the needle hole..

and i told my mum a zillion times that... the only way to prevent more blood from gushing out.. is to find smth like tissue or cotton and press hard at the wound..

and well.. since i was at training just now.. my mum ended up panicking ( aka did nothing except standing there and cry )..

for heavens sake lah.. the bleeding will not stop just because you're crying.. unless you're a phoenix ( in harry potter world.. phoenix's tears have healing properties )..

they had to rush down to grandpa's dialysis centre in a cab to ask them to stop the bleeding..

aw man.. disastrous.. *shakes head*

grandpa's already sleeping peacefully when i reached home.. so i didnt check on him cos i didnt want to wake him up.. hope his fistula is ok..

got nothing to say abt my mum..

anyway.. was another disastrous day at the lab today.. i swear im going to blow up soon if i hear another comment about ernest being much much faster than me ( i know its the truth but i hate the sarcasm when that woman mentions it )..

today's was..

AIYA I SEE YOU DO THE THING SO SLOW.. ONE HOUR AND A HALF ALREADY STILL DOING.. IF ITS ERNEST HE WOULD HAVE FINISHED IT IN LESS THAN HALF AN HOUR..

note: used caps because she talks like im miles away from her 101% of the time. secondly. i translated what she said into my own words so that it is understandable.

what an exaggeration.. i dont mean looking down on ernest.. but.. half an hour to finish one whole stack of job.. its impossible.. maybe one hour can do the trick..

im so fed up of being a free labour..