polyclinic

listening to nothing

first 2 days at polyclinic.. not nice..

ernest did such a great job there so all the lab staff LOVE him to bits.. heard his name being mentioned about 20 times.. no less.. for just yesterday alone..

just the comparison alone.. is enough to make me hate my polyclinic attachment..

im slow lah.. but they like to force me to do things fast.. whats the pt.. i do not know.. cos ill never to mess things up when im forced to do things at a speed that is faster than my brain can process it..

like today.. kept getting nagged at to do all those HbA1C faster faster FASTER.. so i overlooked the fact that an uncle had to do a glucose test other than the HbA1C..

ended up that the poor uncle had to be pricked twice.. and i didnt feel good.. cos i have those unexplainable kind of sympathy for old and sickly uncles..

whats the pt of rushing when more time is wasted in the end.. not to mention more agony for the already sick patient.. i dont understand their mentality..

and the most horrendous thing that i cant stand ( god i think im gonna beat someone up soon ) was the fact that I KEPT GETTING BLAMED FOR THINGS THAT I NEVER DID.

people who know me well enough will know that.. if theres one thing i cant stand.. its being wrongly accused of something that i didnt do..

i felt so wronged and so helpless cos i had no proof to prove my innocence.. and i cant just blast out and point my rather pudgy middle finger at the staff.. thats all i wanna do.. seriously.. stick the finger in her face..

yesterday..

i was asked to transfer a patient's record to the doctor.. when i went to the computer.. it was logged out from the usual screen that they have..

so i asked this particular staff ( the one i want to point my middle finger at ) to help me see whats wrong..

she took a look at the screen and insisted that i must have did something to cause the computer to end up this way.. what the fuck man.. i didnt even touch the computer.. not the mouse.. not the keyboard.. not anything..

she INSISTED that im the one who did it.. what can i say..

then today..

i was processing the urine samples.. and when she threw away the run samples.. she realised that the tray that was used to put the urine was soaking wet..

and she just said in a very irritated voice (translated to english by me )

her : yiting ah.. why didnt u cap all the urine bottles properly?

me : i did!

her : next time just be more careful

(adds on later) - all the staff here knows that the bottles must be capped tightly.. its probably u..

WHAT

THE

FUCK

anyone with brains ( including those with peas in their brain ) will know that urine bottles have to be capped tightly..

plus.. i always make it a point to cap every bottle tightly after ive processed it.. i do things slowly.. i know what im doing.. i make sure i do every step carefully.. especially handling of the samples..

i fucking swear its not me.

but well.. she INSISTED that i did.. nb.

THEN..

in the afternoon.. i was supposed to run HbA1C samples.. and when i went to the machine that SHE told me to use.. it was in sleeping mode..

so i asked her how to get out of that mode.. no surprise.. her response was like this..

"AIYO U GO TO THE SLEEP MODE FOR WAD? "

excuse me.. do i look like i have got nothing to do?

and of course.. attempts to prove my innocence were futile..

i really felt so angry that i felt like kicking the machine.. that will put it in sleep mode forever..

im really so mad..

argh........ ARGH... knn.. knn.. knn..