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14/7

common test ended.. the paper was tough.. almost had a heart attack when i was doing the mcq.. its so damn tough.. i think im flunking my clin chem part.. of all general things to ask.. that.. that... woman.. had to ask about transudates and exudates..

honestly.. i dont know what she has against us.. i just dislike her..

went to sakae sushi with chiu yen after the test.. our usual way of enjoying ourselves after the stressful paper.. had lot of things to talk and laugh about as usual..

we went to queensway after the meal cos i wanted to look for a new pair of running shoes.. but.. all the good looking ones are either

(1) too expensive
(2) for guys with big feet
(3) white in colour

nuff said about the first point.. shall not make myself depressed over my small feet.. but one thing i dont understand is..

why must all the nice shoes be white in colour? i dont look at the ground when im running.. too busy trying not to get myself lost in the middle of singapore... so.. imagine white shoes stepping onto a puddle of dirty water when im not looking..

its the end..

so.. didnt get any shoes in the end.. got to stick to my current pair for a while more i guess.. the soles are giving way after being superglued umpteen times.. and the entire top part of the shoe is going to be detached from the footbed very soon.. i can see the horribly big cracks at the side..

quoting what chiu yen and i were saying the other day.. people who dont know how to run (like us) needs good shoes to help us run better.. hAhA..

15/7

went to run 2.4 at ngee ann track with cuiwen in the morning.. my stomach gave way after the fifth round.. with a timing of 11 minutes.. like fuck.. had to rest before the pain gets worse..

its around the same timing i had in secondary school.. cum i was wearing that stupid translucent and heavy PE tee and lousy north star shoes with holes all over when i was running in sec sch.. was wearing climalite shirt with proper running shoes yesterday.. which makes me wonder what have i been doing in tkd for the past 2 years.. no improvement at all..

ate lunch together with cuiwen after the run.. talked a lot about everything as usual..

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i was going into the shower when i ALMOST slipped and fell.. so i tried to balance myself to save myself from falling.. in the process.. i dont know what happened but i think i jerked my back again..

my back is very sensitive to all these sudden jerking movements.. so.. needless to say.. i hurt my back again.. got a feeling its pretty serious this time round.. cos i couldnt bend my back at all.. having difficulty sitting and standing up without aid..

rub some medicine on my back before i went to sleep.. cos it always makes me feel better when i wake up in the morning..

but this morning was worse.. i woke up and i couldnt sit up.. had to slowly twist and turn a bit before i could get up..

and when i went into the toilet.. i realised i really hurt myself pretty badly this time round.. i couldnt sit down on the toilet bowl without holding on to the basin for support..

and i couldnt bend myself down when i was brushing my teeth.. imaging standing up straight while brushing your teeth.. my basin was pretty low somemore.. and imagine yourself standing up straight while washing your face..

my shirt was soaking wet with all that splashing by the time i was done.. i just stood and eat my breakfast because i couldnt bend down and put the noodles on the table without spilling it..

life is full of shit..

haven done anything to my report yet.. dont even feel like looking at it..

sigh.