ultimate sianzation

listening to jay - piao yi

im so so so so so SICK of mugging..

really fucking sick of it..

ive never ever studied until so sian before in my entire life.. not even for my O levels.. this is so damn shitty..

ive only read through haemato and half of microbio.. see how dead im gonna be? i still got clin chem..

misclassified lectures under wrong module again.. i dont know why it always happens.. last sem was trying to put malaria under microbio.. this sem was trying to put plasma cell disorder under chem..

dont know why im always shifting haemato lecs elsewhere.. sucks..

argH

so frustrating.. i cant eat well.. i cant sleep well everynight cos i feel bloody guilty about not studying when i still got so much to go through..

its like.. being haunted by smth.. even when i sleep i think of what i am going to study tml..

which brings me to one pt.. i always plan but they never work out..

cos if i follow my plan meticulously.. im supposed to finish studying all my modules today.. and tml is the memorising day..

but so far.. ive only READ through one and a half modules.. and thats possible because i skipped practically half of the notes.. only studied 3 set of notes got microbio.. haem was better.. got 4..
chem.. im only intending to study 3..

and i feel like im dying already.. what the fuck..

knn la.. really no mood to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe someone forcing me to study at gun point wont even help.. just so sian..

sian SIAN SIAN!!!