listening to power98 fm

i cant wipe the stupid grin off my face.. the exams are finally over..

no more pimples popping out at weird locations (just under my lips.. fuck..)..

no more watching tv while having the stupid inner voice telling myself that i should be mugging..

no more puking of dinner due to the stress (time to get fat again)..

NO MORE studying man.. nevermind that i screwed up for all 4 papers.. im not gonna care.. at least until results are released..

i can watch bleach until i get giddy from the glare of my laptop..

i can read the LONG LONG list of books that ive been wanting to read..

i can go retail therapy until my wallet goes pop..

just feels GOOD lah.. MDC attachment next week straight with no holidays for me isnt gonna get me down too.. at least for now.. the happy bubble of after exam excitement is just unpoppable (sic).. the only thing about this bubble is that air is starting to leak out just from the thoughts of him..

its gonna take a few days before i go all depressed again.. but til then.. im gonna try to be happy.. its been ages since ive felt happy like this..

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had fun walking around with cy after the exams today.. i saw this really nice nautica shirt that i like.. its really cool.. with components of a boat behind.. but the XS size makes me look like im wearing a dress lah.. too bad..

sometimes.. i really wish i was born a guy.. then ill be able to buy the big and chunky watches and wear it without looking weird.. ill be able to choose my adidas shoes happily because large sizes are like FOREVER available.. ill be able to buy nice shirts that fit me nicely..

90% of clothes i own are L sized.. i dont understand why people always make shirts so small for ladies lah.. its not like we dont have the money to afford a shirt with more material..

hope designers out there can wake up and stop designing shirts meant ONLY for girls with something wrong with their brain connection up there.. like to wrap themselves like dumplings in those tight fitting clothes..

this is so maddening..

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survivor tonight was ok lah.. this season had better be a good one.. after the unforgettable last season.. direct telecast from the US from next week onwards!! 1pm in the afternoon! just like when i was in sec3 when ive just started watching survivor..

how nice.. =)

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dyed my hair again just now.. i dont know whats wrong with all the hairdressers in jurong lah.. i wish i could knock their heads with a huge chocolate block and teach them the difference between brown and red.. chocolate is brown.. and the blood thats gonna flow after i hit them is red..

i always repeat myself.. again and again and again that.. I DONT WANT ANY RED COLOUR ON MY HAIR. NOT EVEN 0.001% OF REDDISH TINGE.. ITS UNACCEPTABLE.

for whatever reasons i DO NOT understand.. i still end up with RED hair in the end..

just like now.. its a fucking bright shade of red..

argh..

i hate the colour red.. for many reasons..

i

just

fucking

hate

it.

but luckily.. having red hair is still not enough to burst my happy bubble for the moment..

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oh ya.. this is a list of things that i want to buy this holidays.. dreamt this list up while i was waiting for the hair colour to set in just now over at the hairdresser..

#1 : nike socks!!!

#2 : running tee

#3 : running shoes

#4 : crumpler add-ons for my bag

im not splurging lah.. really.. maybe except for the nike socks part ( just got unexplainable urge to buy everytime i see new ones)..

my one and only dear running tee is sooo overworn.. im wearing it like 3 times a week sometimes (washed after each time of course).. if only adidas and nike comes out with decent LARGE sized running shirts for girls.. argh. same topic again..

running shoes.. nothing to say about it lah.. friends who have seen the state of my current pair will understand why i need a new pair.. and im still looking for nova tr 2005.. which is like only available for people who wear canoes for shoes.. argh. same topic.

as for the crumpler add ons.. just felt like getting something for myself.. nuff said i guess..

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can barely open my eyes.. soo tired.. gonna go catch some sleep..

and wake up to go eat smth nice for brunch with mum.. =)