listening to jay - fa ru xue

got 3 more new jay songs off the net.. cant wait for the album on 1/11..

im still in my fucked up mood.. finding it harder and harder to restrain myself from snapping at people.. innocent friends and fucked up me..

urgh.

got absolutely no mood to face the shitty presentation which is still halfway done.. watched old episodes of bleach the whole of yesterday.. went to dip myself in the pool the whole of this morning..

and i look like a red lobster now..

i dont know whats gonna happen to my presentation.. i really dont feel like doing any bloody damn thing now.. i really got 0 interest in schoolwork now.. didnt even know we had to pass up our report in either a CD or floppy disk until cuiwen told me that day..

i remember the one and only time in year one when i tried to use a floppy disk on my laptop.. the disk got stuck in my laptop.. my laptop hung.. blah blah.. in a word, disastrous.

luckily he could help me burn the report into a CD. seems like hes always the one to help me when im at my wits end everytime.

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seems like there is no cure for my fucked up mind yet.. going for retail therapy tml.. hope it will help.. but i doubt it will cos im gonna end up with a frigging hole in my wallet..

sigh.

but if theres one thing that cheered me up a lil today.. its my dose of survivor.. the merge is gonna happen next week.. and yaxha is gonna be so screwed because they're outnumbered..

im really starting to like the yaxha tribe.. stupid merger..

and the hatred i have for judd, jamie and stef just keeps escalating each week.. BUT BUT BUT.. preview clip of next week shows judd and jamie arguing! thats gonna be so entertaining.. cant wait..

really starting to like some players.. perhaps its because their true colours hasnt been shown.. but i hope the yaxha tribe can stay together and get more of the nakum on their side.. the only people i like from nakum are rafe and lydia.. no feelings for cindy.. hatred for the ugly trio of judd, jamie and stef.. ive been hoping for their exit from the show for the past 3 eps but it just isnt happening.. shucks.

cant wait to watch survivor live this week.. ian's gonna stand in for dalton ross!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! perhaps they should try to get guest hosts more often.. tom did a great job last week..

anyway.. for people who dont know (which is unlikely).. tom and ian are my favourite survivors of all time..

guess thats all i have to say for survivor this week.. i wont even start blogging about amazing race because i know ill go out of control once i start.. ill just yak and yak and yak.. like dear mrs paolo in the amazing race..

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holidays are ending.. so frigging sian.. only happy thought that arises is the fact that if i dont screw up in this final semester, im gonna graduate soon.. lets analyse why im so happy about that..

graduate = no need to be free labour anymore

graduate = no more mugging = no more burning of midnight oil while weeping buckets

graduate = no more school = no more crackpots for lecturers

graduate = work = money

how nice..