listening to jay - ke ai nu ren

suddenly got lots of things i want to blog about.. but i got a feeling itll wear off somewhere in the middle and this is gonna end up being a short entry anyway..

so.. where should i start..

aha.. ya.

went for buffet lunch at suntec with hong, ming and ch.. as usual.. im the only girl around.. kinda used to this after joining the gang for about 3 years.. supposed to be a meet up for a nice meal with hong before he flies off to brunei that night for training..

kinda envy his life.. hes going off to new zealand next.. never knew being in NS was so much fun.. but well.. although cs said that youll never know if new zealand has a place like tekong.. at least its new zealand.. well.. thats wad i think.. *shrugs*

anyway being the only girl in the group that day.. i guess they couldnt take my constant comments about things being cute.. well.. i refuse to admit that i got a weird tendency to find typically uncute things cute.. but the fluffy pink rose at toy'r'us is really cute..

i think they couldnt take my constant yakking about it being cute.. so hong bought it for me eventually.. it's stalk is nicely wound onto the corner of my bed frame now.. =)

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grading today for the coloured belts.. now i understand the agony sir had while pestering us to pay up our grading fees in the good old days when i was still a coloured belt.. because..

late payment = late schedule = lousy timing for grading.

simple as that. got a 2pm slot today.. which totally sucked.. imagine getting stuck in the sports hall in the middle of a frigging hot day with tons of stressed up people (aka those taking grading)..

i dont understand what the hell is wrong with kids these days.. wussy punches.. frigging ugly stances.. couldnt bear to look at them most of the time.. its not that im trying to pick on them.. but pattern is something that can be improved by lots of practice.. just that.. practice.. not that you got to learn to fly or something..

i dont understand.. if they got hours to spend playing everyday.. got hours to cry and howl and badger their parents for money and toys.. why cant they spend that little bit of their time on training up their pattern.. c'mon man.. its just like 10 minutes a day.. i believe even a man like bill gates got that amount of time to spend if he wants to.. all in the mind.

stress in studies in primary school? congrats man.. i advise them to continue complaining.. and i shall see how they die in their future education in sec/jc/poly/uni..

i. really. really. hate. kids.

dont get me wrong though.. i dont ill treat the kids during training.. much as i hate kids.. im generally nice to them.. when they are not doing wrong things at the wrong time that is (for eg, a group of them went off to look at snails during foot drills yesterday)..

i guess my point is there.

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mom and grandpa went off for that guy's (aka my mom's brother, my uncle) daughter's wedding dinner.. not really his daughter.. just a daughter he gained by hooking up with a lady.. the lady's daughter that is..

forget it if you dont know what im talking about.. i got a complicated family.. just take it as that guy's daughter's wedding..

mom said he looked really happy during the dinner..

and deep down..

i got to admit that i feel happy for him too..

just that.. nothing much i want to talk about that also.. just that im happy for him.. sincerely..

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i guess thats enough about personal thoughts.. something that ive done over the weekend..

ive snipped off about 6cm off my hair yesterday.. frigging 6cm.. my hair is just touching my shoulders now.. changed my parting to the side instead of the middle.. lets just say im sick of the 'octopus' hairstyle..

couldnt bear to cut my hair for so long because of the promise that he made.. i wonder what made me do it yesterday.. really.. no idea..

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other lil things happening in my life.. mm.. i just reserved robin cook's marker at the library the other day.. hope ill get my hands on it soon.. then ill be a happy girl this holidays.. having been able to read both michael crichton and robin cook's latest works..

got to thank daniel for lending me state of fear anyway.. just so glad to have a friend (sad to say.. only one..) who likes to read their books as well..

and.. time to endure the stupid pain again on tuesday.. yes. ear injection. knn.

and.. wireless modem coming tml with faster internet speed.. finally..

and.. accompanying grandpa to the polyclinic for x-rays (just a routine checkup required by nkf).. just nice for me to visit the staff at the lab =)

and.. 1K bursary is finally out.. got to make a trip down to np to endorse the application.. =)

and.. finally got ming to print my report for me.. got to go make it look nicer by either filing or binding it..

and.. time to start on the powerpoint presentation..

and.. time to dl 2 eps of bleach.. great entertainment..

and.. if all goes well.. time to meet up with gwen for gym on fri!

seems like my boring days at home are finally filled with some things to do..