listening to jay - ye qu

blogged about something else in the morning and saying it out immediately made it feel better so i deleted the entry.. got more things im excited to talk about now!!

just watched survivor guatemala on the tv direct off satelite.. which means no frigging commercials that always appears at the wrong time.. how nice.. too bad im not able to watch the afternoon version after school starts.. which means i only got next week left to enjoy..

and that includes the morning version of the amazing race every wednesday.. aw man.. the earliest reality shows that came out famous was survivor.. followed by the amazing race.. and both shows really rocks.. the other reality tv programmes sort of fades into nothing as compared to these 2 shows ( although i like the occasional dose of fear factor and punk'd)..

survivor comments are in blue so if youre not interested or if you cant understand just skip the blue font..

survivor today was really really intense.. had me biting my nails throughout the show.. all the shouting and confrontation.. especially the one between bobby jon and jamie.. aw man.. just a bit more tension there and they would have ended up in a fight already..

ive got no favourites for this show as compared to the last season (palau) where i was mad over tom (the ultimate survivor) and ian..

but i think im starting to like gary and rafe..

mm.. today's ep.. game twisted again when both tribe had to vote somebody off.. and the tribe who won the reward challenge had a chance to fight for individual immunity.. rafe won it in the end.. =) im so so glad its not stef.. sick of her "im on the losing tribe" whining..

individual challenge had nothing to do with the tribe they're in.. and stef didnt win.. and that says a lot.. i liked her spirit and all when she was in palau.. but she totally sucked in guatemala..

conversely.. i like bobby jon better now that hes in guatemala.. hes just so peaceful and loyal and righteous in palau that he got voted off ultimately.. that guy just works hard like a slave around the tribe but is clueless about the mental part of the game..

at least in this season.. so far ive seen him helping to vote out blake.. despite the "alliance" that they had.. ive seen him finally letting it go with the confrontation with jamie today.. rock on man..

as for judd.. i hate him.. ever since the first ep.. stupid alpha male.. and i hate him for yelling at margaret today.. it was totally unnecessary.. i hope he continues acting like a stupid pitbull.. that should get his ass off guatemala soon..

and for margaret.. i guess she knew she was on the chopping board today.. but nice attempt to stir things up by dishing the dirt on judd in tribal council.. i think that was kinda shocking for jeff.. and it made good entertainment on tv!

quick summary on the other survivors..

i hope gary stops lying about the fact that hes an ex NFL quarterback.. i mean.. hes already exposed.. get on with it already.. tom didnt lie about anything in palau but he still won eventually.. no harm being strong if you know how to keep yourself under the radar..

nice move for rafe to give the immunity to gary.. standing from nakum's point of view.. thats a smart thing to do as gary didnt even need the immunity as hes not in the hot seat.. and great job for kicking stef's and judd's asses in the individual immunity challenge..

danni did really well in the challenge.. if only im half as toned as she is.. those muscles.. *daydreams*

poor margaret and brian for being voted off.. i think neither one deserves to go.. although in brian's case theres no one else on his tribe that deserves to go either..

really hope judd gets his ass kicked next.. and man.. im looking forward to next week's ep.. why is yaxha visiting nakum.. thats gonna be so cool.. getting visited is certainly not a good thing..

and oh ya.. i like yaxha.. nakum sucks.. because judd, jamie and stef are in it.. gosh i hate the trio..

guess thats all i have to say about survivor..

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havent done anything for my presentation.. gonna be so dead. but i cant be bothered for now..

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its kinda surprised i got so much to blog about.. im not exactly in the mood to talk these few days.. i think out of the 10 times my family talk to me.. ill only reply once.. and when i reply.. i just snap at them..

cant they see that i just want to be left alone? i really cant stand them and their 4D bullshit at the moment.. grandpa just suffered from my unpleasant words yesterday..

he was sighing and sighing loudly in front of me while i was trying to watch the tv in peace.. and then he starts complaining about having no money and god never help him to strike it rich in 4D or something..

and man. I WAS GODDAMN PISSED. WTF KNNBCCB.

i really really hate 4D and all those bullshit.. dont believe throwing money down into the drain and finding a stupid excuse (buying hope.. a chance.. yada yada..) for it..

so this was what i said to him yesterday..

if youve got no money then stop throwing your money to singapore pools.. they dont need your charity.. and if you've really got that much money to throw away why not give them to me for my meals.. the money that you and mummy spend on 4D ONE WEEK is prolly enough for me to survive for TWO FRIGGING WEEKS.. maybe ONE MONTH when im having my holidays..

argh.

goddamn it.

i dont know why they like to provoke me with stupid 4D theory when the words dont even start talking about it are prolly etched on my forehead..

i dont go asking them for money when they strike 4D either.. its their business.. if they choose to give me money.. ill put it aside for them.. if they choose not to its really none of my damn business either..

i dont go to them when i have problems.. i swallow my problems.. i certainly dont mind them coming to me when they have problems (like emotional ones).. but please keep the 4D crap like miles away from me..

i cant stand it and i dont like it one bit.

i think im losing my touch at flaring up.. years ago i managed to make my grandpa stop smoking by giving him one hell of a scolding.. but no matter how many times i flare up over this FUCKING STUPID 4D issue.. they just dont get it..

so far.. ive only managed to make them stop borrowing my pen (that i use for SCHOOL WORK) for writing on betting slips (thats like an insult to my pilot retractable)..

argh.

knnbccb.

im just so fucking pissed by this 4D bullshit. ive had enough of it.