listening to mum complaining about work

gosh im stuck at home with no one to go out with for xmas. been out celebrating for the past 2 years with him.

now i know how sad it is to be stuck at home on xmas eve.

i cannot even imagine how miserable new year is going to be. im going to miss the fireworks.

sigh.

and to make matters worse, mum cooked bittergourd soup for dinner today.

usually, i love bittergourd to bits..

but they dont taste nice when ure feeling bitter..

*howls*

omg i am feeling so depressed.. not entirely due to him of course.. the stack of incomprehensible notes are making me feel so dumb..

hai.........