Fat Busting Plan

listening to liu geng hong - cai hong tian tang

ive decided.

to wake up one hour earlier every morning so that i can go for a jog everyday before i go to school (hospital, work for free, whatever). this is the only way i can go jogging because it always rains in the evening and when its finally sunny, i dont have the motivation to go run.

i think i should just stick a photo of my sec4 self on the wall just so i can be reminded of how stick thin i used to be.

im not anorexic and im not sick. i know im not fat (as in overweight) since friends have been threatening to beat me up if i attempt to slim down further because im already skin and bones in their eyes.

but im gaining weight lah. i know i cant swim but i dont need a lifesaver around my waist 24/7.

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anyway.. the one hour thingy is what ive planned.. and everyone knows that the plans that ive made never work..

the fact that im really sleep deprived recently doesnt help either.. taking another one hour off my sleep is like slicing flesh off me.. flesh mind you, not fats.

but its the only way i can get to run.. how?

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im still feeling very irritable these days.. my fuse is becoming shorter and shorter.. especially towards people i dont exactly fancy.. how?

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