listening to gong shi jia - zai yi ci yong you

i dont know what is wrong with me lately.. even the 1k that i received this afternoon failed to cheer me up..

cy and i came up with the conclusion that we have forgotten how it feels like to be truly happy during our conversation yesterday.. i didnt know she felt this way too..

ive remember the warmth that i used to feel in my heart when im happy.. i seriously haven felt that way for more than a year already..

im really very unhappy with my life right now..