Emotional wreck

listening to x japan - endless rain

i hate to blog about depressing stuff all the time but recently, there just isnt anything happy in life.

i have never ever felt so negative about my own intellect i swear.

i am absolutely certain that i flunked the paper today. argue with that and i might just kill you in my current state of fucked up-ness.



im an emotional wreck right now. i feel very depressed for no reason and within this depression, i feel a surge of anger.

im angry with myself

im angry with the whole entire universe

going for a run would prolly make me feel better but my calves have died on me after 5 hours of aerobics on saturday.

i feel so utterly depressed and sick of life.

i havent been sleeping for 2 nights and i still have to go on studying for wed's last fucking goddamn paper.

fuck.

knn.

cb.