Can i just die?

listening to 王力宏 - 一首简单的歌

the paper today was..

i dont even have a word to describe it..

i feel so frustrated + demoralised + angry + upset (basically, just plain fucked up) after the paper..

the most fucking frustrating thing is that,

THE PAPER WAS NOT DIFFICULT.

its fucking straight forward and.. ehem.. easy..

but i still screwed it up.. how dumb can i go..

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still on my stress (note: not fat) busting running regime.. ive been running for *counts with fingers and toes* about 20 days already.. its been an average of 4km everyday..

i think my legs will cui when exams end..

ran 4k on the np track today.. seriously.. that fucking bright shade of blue is not so irritating after all when the sun is down..

*on the phone with cy for one and a half hours*

got no motivation to blog anymore..

shall go bury myself in notes..