Listening to fan whirling and ez link card tapping at the bus stop below my block.

its heartwarming to see everyone working together to get ky back in tkd.

he asked me why we are doing this to help.. i gave him a very long answer which basically can be summarised in a sentence. that is,

he is part of the team.

no matter who sir decides to form some new team in the future, the dream team in my mind have always consisted of the same old people over the years.

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the roster for december is out.

its so biased that it makes me feel so sick i wanna puke.

congragulate me everyone. im working on xmas eve and xmas.

my xmas have become more like a tradegy with each passing year. used to have him around.

then it was having to spend it alone.

now i have to spend it at that horrigible place.

guys who think that im making myself sound very pathetic must understand the fact that im the only one working on both days. out of the dozens of people.

ive been keeping quiet no matter what they have done to me. from urinating over my head to shitting over it. i think theyre having a diarrhoea on top now.

ive got nothing to lose. push me too far?

fine.

i wont come back again.

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im surprised that, with all this shit im facing, i am happy when im around the gang.

i dont think im an important part of the team but i know they are important people to me.

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if you guys wonder why im feeling so much for the tkd peeps right now, heres why.

my first tkd training was on 30-11-2002.

tml is 30-11-06.

going into my 5th year already. time flies.

joining them is one of the few right decisions that i have made in my pathetic life. made friends that money cant buy. learnt lessons that a 30k degree wont give.

no regrets.