Listening to 范逸臣 - 放生

nice song. its been a while since i heard some decent lyrics in a song.

commercialised songs about tragic love stories or angsty teens venting their frustrations arent to my liking. sadly, that seemed to be all that is playing on the leh-lio recently.

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staff competency testing.

used to be a bulleted point in my lecture notes that i had to memorise.

now i got 3 sets of questions sitting on my desk waiting for me to clear. supposed to pass them up tml but nothing's done yet.

bo-chupness.

there are only 24 hours a day. cant chup everything anyway.

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training yesterday was fun.

ive discovered the best way to stop myself from flaring up on saturday lessons. that is,

pretend not to see the kids.

especially those who fuck care the discipline. i shall fuck care them too. was checking a group on their pattern yesterday when a kid disrupted my teaching with "later mock grading is it?"

mistake 1. cut across my group of students when walking towards me.

mistake 2. fail to address me as madm before asking me something.

the result? i ignored him totally. didnt even bother to look at him.

no need to shout or make my blood pressure shoot up. just ignore. the new method of dealing with ill disciplined brats since i cant pump them.

because as defined by STF : tkd is a sport. not a martial art.

like real.

wait til the spoilt brats grow up and engage in street fights to tarnish the name of taekwondo.

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reached home at 12 after supper yesterday.

staying out late without having to worry about going to work the next day is something i haven done since i started work.

its fun to be like that. once in a while. =)