Listening to Rihanna - Umbrella

under my umbrella.. ella ella.. eh eh eh...

its interesting how people can write a song on a brolly. and the song is strangely addictive.

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it frustrates me when i cant seem to fall asleep after working night shifts. my mind is alert but my whole body feels marshmallow-ey.

ive tried advices from not eating breakfast to not bathing. been there, done that.

and nothing works.

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i feel suffocated. with work, life, and the relationships with people around me.

cant wait for sep to come.. im on stand-by mode to snatch the bloody piece of paper and put my name first down when it is released. and i will not settle for anything less than 18 days.

*breathes fire*

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anyone who has a remedy/cure for secondary amenorrhoea will do me a big favour by telling me about it.

im slapping the next doctor (or pull out his nails piece by piece) that forces me to go for a urine pregnancy test.