hurt

woke up at 7 in the morning today.. feeling a bit feverish right now (maybe its the cold weather).. hope my mom didnt pass the flu to me =(..
went swimming with meilian today at clementi.. wanted to get a darker tan cos being trapped inside NUH lab for 6 months has reduced my original dark tan to a sickly yellowish brown.. not much sunshine today but i managed to darken my skin colour.. sadly.. =( it still looks yellow.. ive heard about chinese having yellow skin and all but im sure that yellow is not the sickly shade that im in now.. i look like i have jaundice =(..
we decided last minute to go for k-lunch.. its my second trip this holidays.. as usual.. theres laughter wherever the both of us are.. now we know that the most throat-friendly songs are those by jay and lin junjie.. the both of us cannot make it in low and high notes (monotonous if its too low.. stop singing and giggle if its too high).. we ended singing a lot of jay songs.. from first album to fifth album.. sang almost all there was to be sung.. .. ..
and of course.. cs is finally back today.. missed him so much for the past few days.. made me realised that i need him greatly in my life.. was looking forward to his promise to come look for me carrying his bags and all.. but somehow that didnt happen.. cos it was raining and i wanted to bring a big umbrella for him so he wouldnt be drenched.. plus i didnt want him to walk here and there cos i predicted he'll be really tired.. so we walked to his house.. on the way i blabbered a lot but hes seem so quiet in contrast.. maybe hes really too tired to bother much about me.. i still wanted to ask him go watch the incredibles with me after dinner originally.. guess id better let him sleep (thats so sad cos i got so much so much to tell him)..
im hungry now but my grandfather didnt cook my share.. guess ill take it as a chance for me to go on diet =)..