im fat

listening to jj - jiang nan

ive got something serious to say before i start my usual puking about my horribly boring life..

IVE GROWN FATTER!!! (*wipes tears*)

im now 46 kg... thats freaking heavy.. never hit 46 since i was in about sec 1.. im SO fat.. constipation is not helping either.. i look like im pregnant.. my face looks bloated... oh man.. and i just cant stop eating.. i will die if i cant eat all i want..

i dunno if im going to go for nationals this year.. but to play safe.. id better start losing some weight now.. dont want to die under the black fly category.. im happy with fin.. was in fin last year.. and i didnt die.. didnt get thrashed either.. im still here blogging about my horribly boring life..

ch told me not to eat after 8 if i want to lose weight.. but i just finished one bag of potato chips (around 10pm).. how am i going to lose weight like that?? help!!!

lab is boring today ( as usual).. time seem to crawl whenever we are in lab.. cui wen and i decided to find some entertainment out of the things in the lab today... firstly, we took those caps that were used to cover the tubes as microphones.. we connected them together to form a long chain and then pretended that we were reading the news.. cui wen really watches the news man.. can tell from the way she act.. haha.. laughed to death over her 'announcement' about the latest bird flu in thailand.. i said something about keeping a watch over your own belongings while shopping at chinatown.. hers definitely more farny..

after that we played with those plastic gloves that we wear beneath the rubbery gloves.. supposedly the lab staff wear it because of allergy to the rubbery gloves.. but we all wear the plastic ones for fun.. used to it now.. personally i hate the smell of the rubbery gloves and wearing 2 layers of gloves feels safer cause i keep capping my gloves into the tube.. and the powder of the rubbery gloves is making my hands itch..

advice to people out there.. if youre bored in a place with nothing to do.. heck.. just play with the things that u can find around you.. itll help u kill time.. =) tried and tested.

going to sleep soon.. no PQS tomorrow but got to meet up for project.. ASS man.. sucks.. @#$#&*#%!.. i hate projects.. hate group projects even more.. HATE it... like hell.. F***** up..

one more thing before i go... IM FAT.