listening to colin raye - love me

nationals are finally over..

whole team was wiped out.. only he and i won our first matches..

but whats the use..

losing second match = no medals..

got 13 patches of blue blacks all over me now.. plus a really bad swollen purple feet..

drawed at 0-0 at the end of the match with her having a foul.. by right there was a winner already.. but they didnt consider the foul.. dont know whats wrong with the system this year..

i got punched on my neck for nothing..

wonder who invented the sudden death rule for matches that ended in a draw.. the 2 will go into an extra round whereby the first person to score a point wins..

and i lost just because of that

tried my best.. but obviously its not enough..

guess i shall not find excuses to explain how lousy i am..

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nationals are over.. time to study.. havent started with anything yet..

gonna be so dead.